Games most people do avoid - Postal 2, Lisa the painful, same crazy stuff discussion

First thing’s first - I’m not a psychopath. I can distinguish between good or evil. But despite of that, I like games which provide a truly horrifying experience that might ruin your life or just crazy stuff. I sure love violence in any form. But simple shooters won’t give me what I want. Breaking the boundaries of normal behavior - these are types of games I give credit to.
 
To follow the spirit of thread’s title I won’t give any reasonable guideline or rule about posting here. Do what you want, life is nothing so I won’t care :P
 
You can suggest some preferable games of your liking too. But they should fall under the same freaky category.

Oops, looks like a set a rule unintentionally, didn’t I?
 
Recently I’ve started playing Lisa. So I’ll share my experience.

What I like about Lisa is that a game literally hates you. You should be very, very concrete about your actions.
 
Brad walks slowly so I sometimes hold the key for him to continue walking without caring. And guess what? After the transition the next location starts with a little space. Of course I failed to react at time and I fell right in. Good game design! I can’t feel safe already.
 
I don’t like music of Lisa. The narrative tone is perfect and fitting but the sound quality could be better. Such tracks you can make in fl studio in no time. Heck, I can even name you most of the samples/presets which were used to create music from Lisa the painful

Terry hintz or all my possessions… Hmmm…
 
I can’t loose Terry because he is such a great warrior)

Great. Traps again. The question was about what I want to save. But the final question was about what I’m about to give. Thanks goodness I took my time and didn’t fall to such an easy trap.
 
Terry is saved)

I’ve just finished playing Lisa the painful plus the joyful.
 
I want to scream
 
Yet I’m not feeling sensitive to cry or say anything at the moment.
 
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Perhaps I don’t need to say anything. These two games serve the purpose to give the player an enormous headache. I’ll be thinking about the game for about two days at maximum…

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