Vent thread

@SonGokuMonkey  
Reminds me of the movie called IDIOCRACY by Mike Judge.
 
“heh heh. He got hit by balls.”

@SonGokuMonkey
 
But it’s got what plants crave! It’s got electrolytes!
 
*twirls fidget spinner for 2 hours

@ArkyNoid  
So… how’s your day Arkynoid?

@Prince Areo
 
Attempting to draw again gradually. You?

@ArkyNoid  
Thinking of drawing better outside of Derpibooru. Plus thinking of you guys.

@Prince Areo
 
I truly appreciate that. I was figuring very few if any people think of me.

@ArkyNoid  
No problem. Plus I’m also bored with human life too.

What a sad time to be alive. What a sad, sad time.
 
I’m very disappointed in the 21st century so far. The first two decades of this century have not impressed me even slightly. I sure hope the next few decades get better, otherwise I’m gonna have to check out.

@Nightweaver20xx  
Like you have alot to compare it to.

@Nightweaver20xx
 
Man, the movies sure got the whole utopian future thing wrong eh?

Something I constantly see on tumblr all the time and especially recently that I have always hated,
 
People who act like “You drew this. That makes you a bad person”
 
Like god shut up. Just let people draw what they want. if you don’t like it than don’t look at it, Block them, Hide tags, whatever.
 
They shouldn’t have to stop drawing shit just cuz you are “offended” by it. And hell. Them stopping doesn’t even help anything.
 
Oh boy that guy stopped drawing (Add thing here).
 
Guess what. didn’t do shit. world still sucks. You accomplished nothing but censoring someone elses art. Good job, I’m so proud of you.
 
Meanwhile actually issues are still happening. But hey at least this fake drawing on a sheet of paper that’s 2D is not being drawn anymore right? Right!?

@PonyPon  
I have all of the 1990s and all of the 1980s to compare it to.
 
@ArkyNoid  
Mike Judge knew. He knew as far back as his Beavis and Butthead days and then with Idiocracy that humanity was doomed to spiral into this abyss of violence, ineptitude and indifference. Now we can’t get out.

@Number1pegasus  

 
They’re SJWs, right?

@Pacific Glow  
Not necessarily, but there’s a dang good chance.

@Pacific Glow
 
@PonyPon
 
Not even.
 
Like yeah I wont deny that. But I mean in general just whoever.
 
It’s so stupid. what bugs me out of all of this even more is that these same people cry about this shit. Than do nothing about ACTUAL problems.
 
They are policing and making people feel bad about what they draw. Which is fake.
 
And yet do dick about the actually issues happening in the world.

@Nightweaver20xx  
Totally agree with you.

God damn, My job is sooooo retarded sometimes.

@Prince Areo  
I am too.
 
I doubt that I will ever find a career that will interest me because I am apathetic or anxious toward every possible job that I can imagine. I can only hope that I will get a job in the future that will interest me, because otherwise, I will be bored for the majority of my life, and I cannot stand the feeling of boredom.
 
@SonGokuMonkey  
Why? What is your job?
 

 
I have been having an odd thought lately, and it is that the only reason why I am alive is to work for my country. This makes me feel like I am being manipulated to help my country grow to get little green strips of cotton. If I do not do this eventually, I will be homeless.
 
Therefore, part of me just wants to give up.
 
I wonder if I could be having odd thoughts like this because of my medication changes.

@Tranquil Night  
Well I want to live in Equestria filled with anthro ponies and gigantic monsters to fight against.
 
The only pony class I’ll probably choose is the Earth Pony.
 
Marble Pie will be my first fighter/healer though..

@Prince Areo  
I would want to be a unicorn so that I can use magic to manipulate my surroundings. I would try to make friends with Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, and Rarity because they are very kind and optimistic.

@Tranquil Night  
Marble Pie, Maud Pie, Trixie, Harshwhinny and Mayor Mare are my party to save Equestria.
 
Starlight Glimmer can help us from time to time.

Yesterday, I had the most horrible, most shittiest day of my life.
 
I was at a Vacation Bible Camp, and I had to miss the first 3 days because my dad was working, so we went on the 4th day, and when I came, I was told to sing and dance, two things I hate! HATE! And being 3 days off, I was out of sync, I said to my friends that “I am glad my dad isn’t here to see this, if would be embarrassing.” I was honestly pissed during the singing and dancing because I was so out of sync in the entire thing.
 
Then we moved over to the other building to do some crafts (At my age, why the fuck am I doing crafts?), And one of the people overlooking the whole thing asked me if I had an anger problem (EXCUSE ME?!), I said no, I was basically joking around most of the time to wash off the rage. Then the priest sat down with me asking if anybody was misstreating me, I said no, and he told me that since I missed the first 3 days, the other kids know what they’re supposed to do, and I should try my best to catch up. After that, had juice and cookies (We have little kids here. Might as well get cookies), then had a group photo, then we came back in for song practice. I did it better this time around and I was happier and joking around, then everything went to SHIT! We then played a game where we had to find a Bible verse faster than anybody else. I am a competitive person, of course I am. I am homeschooled online and being in church is the most social contact I have had since I left scouts thanks to my drunk of a mom who I haven’t seen in months since she was arrested.
 
I didn’t get the first time right, because I didn’t know the rules. Then I got the hang of it, taking the next two rounds, then on the 4th, I accidentally skipped the book I was looking for in the Bible and said “Damn it” under my breath. And guess what, THE WHOLE DAMN CHURCH HEARS MY “DAMN IT!” My best friend’s mom told me to go outside, and then told me that there were little kids here and yadda, yadda, yadda. I said it was an accident. AN ACCIDENT and I was scolded by my best friend’s mom, actually GRANDMA. And my dad had come back to the church (He didn’t have to go. He just dropped us off) and then I am dragged over to the car, and she starts telling him what happened, and then starts to TWIST MY WORDS, MY WORDS! Thinking I said “If my dad was here, this wouldn’t have happened.” Refer to the other quote above. And I try to explain and correct her, and she shakes her head like I’m just a lost cause and a fuck who lies. I left my hat back in the church (No, I didn’t wear it.), and my dad told me to apologize to the priest and get my hat back. I did so, and promised to not curse in the church again. But this is what really hurts me: I took my hat, and sat down for the rest of the game, or what was, the rest of the session and I would soon go home. So I am sitting down with my friends next to me, my girlfriend next to me I will also add, TRYING TO HOLD BACK TEARS! My best buds little brother taps my leg and tells me “You should have a bar of soap in your mouth.” (Fuck you, you’re probably 9). And all my friends probably knew I was fighting back tears of humiliation, humiliation in front of my friends, my girlfriend, who I probably don’t have anymore after this, I really do not know, I am just guessing. And when I was leaving, somebody pats my back and tells me “We’ll be praying for you.” After the recent months of my life, you are praying for the WRONG REASONS.
 
I was still fighting tears as I got in the car and the ride home, I only let a tear come down once or twice.
 
After this, I don’t wanna face my friends, I do not want to see them after this, because I made an ASS AND A SINNER AND A FUCK FACE out of my self. I do not wanna attend Sunday School after this and I just wanna sit with my dad and go through the service then be with my friends.
 
ALL BECAUSE OF AN ACCIDENT, AN ACCIDENT! TWO WORDS HAVE MADE ME HATE MY LIFE AND EMBARRASSED MY SELF IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS! I keep thinking I have no girlfriend now, she is basically the adopted daughter of one of the priests. But still, I hate myself, I hate my life, I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE ALL BECAUSE OF TWO WORDS! I had trouble sleeping last night and I punched my pillow several times.
 
I couldn’t stop thinking about it today until I had something good happen today, I won some fantasy race thing, so yay.
 
But I had to vent this out.
 
Do I have an anger problem, because some people at a church say I do? No, I don’t, I am a teenager, you should consider that, dumbass.
 
Should I have my words twisted by my best friend’s grandma? NO, THAT WAS BULLSHIT.
 
I am amazed I wasn’t punished, seems my dad knew it was an accident. But seriously, this was just a load of bullshit that fell on my fucking lap because of two words. Life just sucks sometimes, it just sucks, I really don’t know how to feel or what to do… All I know is that I do not want to face my girlfriend or my friends. Maybe never see them again, because of my personal rage. I just can’t help but hate myself and my life…

@Dave33333  
I feel bad for you…. :(

@Dave33333  
Why not try explaining to your friends and girlfriend that all you said was “damn it” under your breath? I am sure that they have heard worse words before, and they will almost certainly forgive you. The story was inflated to a much worse scenario than it actually was, after all.

@Tranquil Night  
Because: I have said bad words near GF/Buddy’s before near the church, this time I accidentally did it INSIDE. And it isn’t just forgiveness, but the embarrassment I have suffered in the process, like I said, I was holding back tears, and they probably knew it. Which just makes things worse for me personally. I am not a 100% social person, but I have heard that I am pretty outgoing, and not some introvert. This hits my self esteem like a fright train, and I just don’t feel social around people right now unless it’s in the internet and they didn’t witness it.
 
Just trying to talk to them will be hard enough as is for me.