Viewing last 25 versions of post by Rainboom Dash in topic [Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

Rainboom Dash
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Rainbooms4Ever
Well, I'm not gonna lie... that not even 25 minute workout actually felt pretty good... I needed it


 
I would have preferred to go longer.. but I was so tired that I just... wanted to stop


 
I'll call the doctor tomorrow and see if I can go down on a few other medicines and see if that helps...


 
Maybe go down to 1 and a half pills at night to 2 pills at night (very small dosage change) and keep the 1 and a half pills in the morning the same for the Neurontin and maybe go down or even drop on the Intuniv... I'm not even sure the Intuniv helps and it could just be making me tired :/


 
Idk... I'm inpatient... I can't wait any longer.. it's driving me crazy... I'm even having suicidal thoughts because I've just been tired for so long and it's making me not want to do anything...
 
I take Neurontin for mild anxiety (I know it says it's for seizures but it has other uses)
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Edited by Rainboom Dash
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
Well, I'm not gonna lie... that not even 25 minute workout actually felt pretty good... I needed it

I would have preferred to go longer.. but I was so tired that I just... wanted to stop

I'll call the doctor tomorrow and see if I can go down on a few other medicines and see if that helps...

Maybe go down to 1 and a half pills at night to 2 pills at night (very small dosage change) and keep the 1 and a half pills in the morning the same for the Neurontin and maybe go down or even drop on the Intuniv... I'm not even sure the Intuniv helps and it could just be making me tired :/

Idk... I'm inpatient... I can't wait any longer.. it's driving me crazy... I'm even having suicidal thoughts because I've just been tired for so long and it's making me not want to do anything...
No reason given
Edited by Rainboom Dash