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I can relate. I often had dreams of graveyards and lava lakes, there was also one fire swamp-like dream and it didn't really feel like I could get away when in a dream like that (though I later found out I could just leave by waking up if I really wanted to.) My life got bad enough that even joining this fandom for the first year and few weeks didn't stop it and I felt like I was far too on autopilot and my life was a movie I had no remote to control with.


 
As cliche' as it sounds, I _*did_* start to feel a lot better once I voluntarily went to Church* the first time. Even so, I had difficulty entering the building until I figured "you can go back to your old life sitting around doing nothing or you can go in" and took the effort to enter. Living for myself and myself only isn't the answer, it's too small.
 
*Note that not all "Churches" are really *for* Christ, some can be downright next to terrorists but that's another topic.

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I can relate. I often had dreams of graveyards and lava lakes, there was also one fire swamp-like dream and it didn't really feel like I could get away when in a dream like that (though I later found out I could just leave by waking up if I really wanted to.) My life got bad enough that even joining this fandom for the first year and few weeks didn't stop it and I felt like I was far too on autopilot and my life was a movie I had no remote to control with.

As cliche' as it sounds, I _did_ start to feel a lot better once I voluntarily went to Church the first time. Even so, I had difficulty entering the building until I figured "you can go back to your old life sitting around doing nothing or you can go in" and took the effort to enter. Living for myself and myself only isn't the answer, it's too small.