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blackjack is even worse, becuase she knew she was doing the wrong thing half the time but she also knew that there was no other path for her to take, if she wanted to make things better she had to endure, ponies would have to die for the world to change...she tried her best to minimize the causalties but she was neither a perfect, nor a smart pony and she fucked up, often...she paid the price for it too on more then one ocasion, to be honest even if i accept the final arc of the story as cannon i disregard the epiloge, in my mind BJ died during the fight with the eater, she found her absolution her penence for her sins in death and left a beter world, and a hope for a beter future for her children.
(that said i have several AU versions of Project horizens in my head like im sure alot of fans do that have things go a bit better...but thats just fanboing **snicker**)
blackjack is even worse, becuase she knew she was doing the wrong thing half the time but she also knew that there was no other path for her to take, if she wanted to make things better she had to endure, ponies would have to die for the world to change...she tried her best to minimize the causalties but she was neither a perfect, nor a smart pony and she fucked up, often...she paid the price for it too on more then one ocasion, to be honest even if i accept the final arc of the story as cannon i disregard the epiloge, in my mind BJ died during the fight with the eater, she found her absolution her penence for her sins in death and left a beter world, and a hope for a beter future for her children.
(that said i have several AU versions of Project horizens in my head like im sure alot of fans do that have things go a bit better...but thats just fanboing **snicker**)