She appreciated what her peers did and never once did she complained about low quality creations or different opinions. She gave her opinions and accepted ideas that were different.
But now, she has decided that the numbers displayed on her screens are more important. She thinks others are inconsiderate if they do not contribute to the numbers. She believes that the numbers were the only thing that was important out of everything else she does.
She now looks down on others who have different opinions and do not respect anyone but herself. She truly believes if her audience paid attention to her, that means they would want to follow her. She feels betrayed when they only paid attention because she caught their attention. She feels they are inconsiderate if they do not follow her.
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