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Drew this myself. Haven’t been me in a while. It feels like if I didn’t wake up one day, nobody would care…I know my family loves me and all it just feels like they don’t understand……Nobody does……I know some people say they do but they don’t know my perspective…. I just wanna feel normal again….

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Butters Stotch
Fluttershy - For supporting the site
Fluttershy - For supporting the site
Nightmare in the Moon - Had their OC in the 2024 Derpibooru Collab.
Happy Derpy! - For site supporters
Gold Supporter - Gold Supporter
Solar Guardian - Refused to surrender in the face of the Lunar rebellion and showed utmost loyalty to the Solar Empire (April Fools 2023).
Roseluck - Had their OC in the 2023 Derpibooru Collab.
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab

Oh hamburgers!
Life is harsh, and a lot of times that awful feeling is super overbearing, but that’s what life is and the only way to get through it is by surrounding yourself with positive people and things you love. That is how I’ve been going through life anyway.
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desert2

@Script Singer
I have autism too. It may not be your fault, but its your responsibility. And your responsibility is to pull through this by any means necessary. And right now you need professional help.
Please do not respond further, please call for the proper help Script.
There’s nothing more I can do than encourage you to do the right thing
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Thank you, I appreciate it :3 It’s just hard to open up sometimes for me cause of my autism, but I’m doing my best (not trying to come off as aggressive just trying to explain. Sorry I’m always paranoid I’ll say or do the wrong thing)
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desert2

@Script Singer
It started when you posted this, and we are reaching out to help. I’m a medic of 4 years now and have seen a good share of suicidal patients. I went through a bought of depression and suicidal thoughts recently.
Call 911 or your country’s emergency number and ask for psychiatric help.
They’ll provide the help you need even if you don’t think you need it.
And when you’re in a better place, come back to tell us
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Background Pony #340E
Hey bud, I know things are tough and is hard to hold out for hope. But these thoughts are things that we need to fight and disprove.
Please actually call suicide help lines they honestly help so much. I know ya might be just venting and letting it out but just call even if your not actively in crisis mode.
I struggle allot to avoid Suicidal spirals myself and have gotten close a few times. I know no two human beings have the same struggle and you are your own unique human being with your own deeply personal sense of suffering.
i don’t think you are weak or less to have these thoughts and feelings. they feel perfectly logical and rational
and i wouldnt think less of you or those that did end up committing suicide. It may feel selfish of me as a complete stranger to ask you not to, But i will anyway
Please stay alive, and find away to live a content life
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Autumn_Rosewood
Princess Cadance - For supporting the site
Nightmare in the Moon - Had their OC in the 2024 Derpibooru Collab.
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
Betrayal! - Betrayed their team for a badge. Shame forever!
Emerald - For users who have donated to the site
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab
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Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
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Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
Equality - In our state, we do not stand out.
Happy Derpy! - For Patreon supporters
Magical Inkwell - Wrote MLP fanfiction consisting of at least around 1.5k words, and has a verified link to the platform of their choice
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
The End wasn't The End - Found a new home after the great exodus of 2012

~Bird of Paradise~
Too many of us know this very feeling.
I know there’s nothing I could say to change how you feel as well, the light that brightens one in such a way must often come from within yourself.
No matter what leads you to feel this way, I do think you do deserve to live friend.
I hope you can find the strength I did.
Didn’t think it was possible either…
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Amphibian Swamp
Nightmare in the Moon - Had their OC in the 2024 Derpibooru Collab.
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Roseluck - Had their OC in the 2023 Derpibooru Collab.
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!

That description…
You’re not worthless. I don’t know who you are, or what you’re going through, but you don’t deserve this. You deserved to be loved, and I’m sure there’s many people out there who love you. Someday the pain will go away, it will just take time.
The healing process is different for everyone
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