[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

Oh my god, the Darker Side level from Super Mario Odyssey is going to keep repeating my head forever if I refuse to 100%. I hate this level! I can’t do it! I give up! Also, I tried to do the frog glitch to skip the entire level, but I am not timing that stupid glitch right at all! I fucking hate the Darker Side level! This level is the death of me! Oh my god! End my suffering from this god awful level!

Is there any way to delete your DB account? I’ve decided that I just don’t get along with anybody and that it’s better if I simply don’t interact with others anymore.

Never mind. I did it. I finally did. Oh my god. That level was crap!

@Flutter_Lover  
Beacuse you have people who care about you?

I should’ve never woke up…..

@Flutter_Lover  

 
Why? If you hadn’t been awake, you would’ve met your goals.

I’m really lucky I didn’t shoot my brains out in this nightmare of a fucking weekend, which I should’ve done a long time ago…

@Flutter_Lover  
You shouldn’t do it. Ever.

@warc9  
You’re right…..I just want this weekend to pass by. It’s killing me inside.

@Flutter_Lover  
And now I’m sure it is time to sleep off the weekend and into a new beginning.

@TheKingOfAverageness  
Agreed.

I really hate being black….

@Shylover  

 
I know i’m just guessing right now, but i’m pretty sure your mom is glad you are even here.  
And you can’t make your mom proud if there’s nobody to be proud of.  
Be patient and just continue to be a good person, your time will come.

@Flutter_Lover  
Not my first time seeing you talking about it
 
Try to separate yourself from all this race talk and focus on being an individual. Wish you the best!

The Supreme Court won’t translate my documents anymore. Instead, they moved the translators to a different department, all the way in a different city 50km away.
 
Like, why? Why couldn’t you just build a new building here and move there? Or better yet, get a new office?
 
I really need this translation for NY Visa. Germany won’t accept the original document in Malay.

My mom’s just……..why am I alive? Why?! WHY AM I ALIVE?!!

My grandma actually made me want to jump out the car.

@Chrys  
I’m sorry.@Flutter_Lover  
I hope you feel more calm now.

I am so strange.
 
I have been jealous of FtM transgender people since my longing thoughts about switching genders went away. The thoughts became intrusive when I focused on the confusion over who I was, but I still miss the joy that accompanied the thoughts.
 
I just have no passions now, so I feel like I am going through each day pointlessly. I have dropped out of most of my old activities, and I have no desire to rejoin any of them.

I need a break from my mom. She’s becoming a real bitch.

Why was I even born in the first place?

@Flutter_Lover  
No reason. Then again, no one knows why they exist.
 
Do we even need to know? Not really. Whether or not we do know, nothing changes. Such knowledge is only what we want, but ultimately is unnecessary.

@Tranquil Night  
You will get some ok?
 
Everything will be fine.

Whenever I try to learn something I feel stupid and give up almost immediately. It’s pathetic really, I have no faith in myself at all. I wish I was one of the people who just don’t care about that and get good but I’m not one of them. How do I not give up on myself?