Explicit because of course she’s naked why the F didn’t I even notice until I was done
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Ok. Ok. Ok. One done.
This was a little bit of a journey … I and Lovely Spouse have been packing to move and of course one of the first things I packed was my everything related in any way to art. So the whole process of getting from “maybe I should try drawing again” to “I drew again” took the entire weekend and most of this morning, including rush deliveries from Amazon, just to get to a point where I could draw something on paper with a pencil and then scan it.
And deliciously, all of the self-loathing and perpetual hatred of my own drawings was waiting for me, like an old friend. It was like driving to an old bar I haven’t been to in 20 years (although actually probably more like 15) and as I’m parking my car in the lot, there’s the bully from High School who I promised myself I could have nothing to do with for the rest of my life, and the first thing they do is spit on the fender of my car.
Huh. Ok, then.
I won, my self loathing walked away after promising to take me out once and for all if I ever try drawing again. But, I won.
They got in a good punch though. Somewhere in the middle of all the obsessive sketching and re-sketching, Sonata ended up not wearing pants and one breast is exposed because of COURSE I can’t just draw something without spending at least as much time on one nipple as the whole rest of the drawing.
Thank you Adderall, I couldn’t have done it without you.
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