Fever dreams is literally one of the best things in life in contrast to being sick.
Brain is super disoriented due to the body temperature and it makes me simulate the craziest dreams it could come up with.
The few days ago was good. 😏
Yesterday was about the fate of my families and how I should cope with it. ;(
I wish I want to dream about being an action main character fighting and killing drug syndicates tonight.
I’m off to bed now.
My dream today ISN’T exactly as I wanted to and it absolutely broke me the fuck out. (I’ve already posted this in the vent thread but I also wanted to post this as a result of what I actually dreamed of doesn’t matter if it’s good or bad)
I dreamed I was informed by my aunt (dad’s side) who came out of the hospital back home with the IV fluids still attached to her that she is suffering from an end stage cancer and she will have a few days to live.
She sounded hopelessly happy about it and told us not to cry including my cousin who is her daughter.
What we did in those few remaining times in that dream is we had a altogether feast at our dining room and had a fun talks about reminiscing our good past when she was healthy.
Then that’s how I woke up this morning crying and I’m still crying thinking about it.
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But on a more “happy venting” note, I lost my fever and my cough and sinuses kinda settled down by a large margin. I’m feeling a little bit better right now.
