[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Flutter_Lover  
I’ve tried doing it multiple times a day, and not at all. I couldn’t say which works, so I still go about randomly.
 
Stay lubed and hydrated.

@Ninji  
Talking to people won’t work.

@Flutter_Lover  
Kinky

I tend to get extremely anxious when somebody doesn’t answer me. Yet I get anxious when somebody wants to talk to me IRL. Basically I don’t like this:
 
WARNING, CAN CAUSE ANXIETY.  

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@Kicks24Sf  
@Flutter_Lover
 
Flutterbat telling Fluttershy kinky, I have seen everything.
 
@Flutter_Lover
 
To me that doesn’t work a single bit if I am honest…

@Background Pony #3696  
You know that most of us on staff have day jobs, and for all of us being here is just a hobby that we do when we have spare time because we love the franchise and doing stuff together, right? And for a lot of us we find 20 PMs or tasks or reports or requests for help waiting for us every time we log in.
 
Most of the time I come here I have an hour or two of “I need help with …” and by the time I work through those I don’t have time for chat because I need to work in the morning.
 
So, if you don’t get a reply from someone on staff there could be dozens of reasons why. Don’t assume it’s personal.

Interesting…

Happy Christmas Eve everybody! :D
 
 
@Gameplay The Pony
 
That Badumsquish avatar doe, it fits with your comment xD.

Thanks. Merry Christmas to everyone.

Fröhliche Weihnachten alle miteinander.
 
Although it doesn’t really depress me, I’m celebrating Christmas this year completely alone somewhere between quarantine and lockdown, and even if I would feel like it, I wouldn’t really want to call anyone right now either. I enjoy being alone. It is a bit lonely, and of course I wish that someone would think of me - but on the other hand I also enjoy the thought that there are no obligations for me at the moment. At least for the next few days. 2021 promises to be exhausting enough already. ;-)

I actually had the idea of saying “f&@$ you” to users on this site. That’s how corrupt my mind has become.

Happy merry christmas everyonee :D this is the time to not hate and celebrate

@Dashiefluffywaifu  
I wish….

I hate this life…

@Flutter_Lover
 
We all do, actually. But it’s important to realize that we are exactly where fate wants us to be. To learn from it. Life is about living, learning and failing. And to grow from it.

@DarkObsidian  
Exactly.

@Flutter_Lover
 
Well, feel hugged in spirit and patted on the back. Life sucks, but we’re not alone in that thinking. I still wish you a Merry Christmas from the bottom of my heart, Flutter_Lover. :-)

@Flutter_Lover  
hug

I am my own worst enemy….

@Flutter_Lover
 
Shit, you want to see self destructive I could show you a thing or two.
 
Sex, drugs, and rock ain’t all its cracked up to be.

@Flutter_Lover
 
::hugs::

@Flutter_Lover  
IMO from reading your posts here in this thread, I think fear is your worst enemy.
 
You seem to sabotage yourself before you even take a step towards what could potentially turn into major improvement.
 
You and me are kinna similar in that sense, but thankfully I had the good luck of being taught how to manage fear from crippling me entirely.

This is my end result for lack of belief in God….suffer with no end until I decide grovel and abandon my sense of logic.

@Flutter_Lover  
i dont see how not believing in god is a bad thing. unless you want to be blissfully unaware.
 
just means you can live life not brainwashed.

@Flutter_Lover  
Take pride in the fact that you dont grovel to no god, nor do you abandon logic.
 
Unlike me. I’m muslim. literally a muslim means “one who submits “ and I literally grovel at least five times a day. And I still suffer.
 
So fuck God. Wear your suffering with pride, and stuff.