It’s this thing I’ve been doing for a few years…
Kinda hard to explain so I’ll do it the best I can
It’s this challenge I’ve been doing since 2016. If in a contest something/someone doesn’t win I have to hate something I once liked.
Recently there was this episode in a show that I watch. Not gonna mention what it is since it’s not important. So, one of the episodes involved a contest, that included my favourite character in that contest.
So I kinda felt stressed out because if they didn’t win then I’d have to hate them. That’s what happened. It’s kinda painful. I don’t wanna hate them, I miss them so much! But rules are rules
I’ve been debating if I should stop this, change it or keep going
Goodbyes can be a good thing and pain doesn’t last forever.
So anyway, basically I’m cheating in this challenge too.
I still watch Steven Universe, for example, even tho I’m not supposed to due to the challenge.
I had to force myself to hate many things, like cupcakes (which I still eat) burrito, pies… I really felt upset a few nights ago when we had to have something for dinner. But due to this is meant I had to miss out. But I rebelled and had it anyway
Sorry for the long explanation but, I can answer some questions if you’d like. I’d rather continue this in private messages, however