Artist’s comment:
 
I suppose I don’t need to say how embarrassed I am for taking that long. I try to squeeze the art in between working and resting. And I still dream about playing FFX… Not this year either, I guess. :shrug:
 
The stars must align right for me to get to draw some and if I want something more, something better, I have to take even longer. And I do have better ideas. And… Well, I admit, here comes this feeling like I shouldn’t pile up my art tasks and should first finish what I promised, then finish what I promised to myself and then do small stuff and look for new ideas. But… yeah, it’s not TOO hard to make a simple drawing once in a while. Probably. It seems so simple when I’m in the mood. But when the problems come closer I’m less sure.
 
And then I spent so much time on mastering Eri through these 120 artworks… When I think about such a waste of time and skill I cry inside. Well, not much I can do. Life sucks. I’m doing my best to get back on the rails. Finding a balance between feeling the shame (because, well, that’s the way I am) and blocking it out (because shame is yet another slowing factor). How sweet it is to not have a conscience. No feeling bad about anything. Well I’m just stupid, can’t throw this anchor away. What are you gonna do with me… =D
 
Oh yeah, 50k views on my profile! Technically 50 short of 50k at the moment but I believe they will fill up fast. So… let’s consider this a jubilee celebration strip. ^__