@Vree  
@HDPlayer  
I got this after giving up. My friends have always supported me this much, but that can be hard to see sometimes. Or it might feel undeserved, misplaced… I don’t want to suggest that you should scare your friends into needing to tell you this, but you should know they probably do already care this much.
 
This was such a nice surprise for me. In the end the only one who thought poorly of me, was myself. Thanks to that I blinded myself to everyone else around me. If there are those you care about, it is very safe to assume they care about you too.

this just makes me more sad

Would be nice if someone said this to me. xD