She wanted to enjoy her baby but was so scared that one day she would find him not breathing, it broke her family’s hearts seeig her so distraught and suggested maybe she goes to see a therapist at first she was hesitant but began to see what this was doing to her and so she went and after a few sessions she began to make some progress and soon enough she could finally enjoy her newborn son is a loving mother. Though it may still haunt her, she won’t let it cripple her and let her stop from being a mother to a beautiful colt.