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I have had to give up on Murky. It pains me to do so, I was actually enjoying the story quite a lot, but it has given me two panic attacks now and I can’t really justify reading something that affects me so heavily.
Thanks to Fuzzy for the story; it did provide me with a lot of inspiration. I wish that I was in a place mentally where I was capable of finishing it.
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Thanks to Fuzzy for the story; it did provide me with a lot of inspiration. I wish that I was in a place mentally where I was capable of finishing it.
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Its like being Cast into the deepest Pit of Slavery and Abuse, I can imagen
I dont know how the Author managed to describe the Scenes, like he did and it would be a Crime to spoil it. I can still do it via DMs if you want.
Murkys battle, climbing out of that endless Pit is heroric and inspering. So if you cant manage to read up to Chapter 18, I would recommend still reading that Chapter alone.
It will pain you, by the things you said but it will also revive you, if it goes even in a small way like it did with me
blood, pain, loose, suffering….yet in the end Freedom for our Pegasus
I know what you mean i tend to do the same, hope you can enjoy it then ^^
After the first panic attack I asked a friend who had been encouraging me to read it for me for content warnings so that i could brace myself for the harder parts, and once I decided that I couldn’t keep doing this anymore I asked them for a summary.
I might still try to read it? I want to finish it, the reason I am stopping is because I know I have a bad habit of ignoring my own mental health in favor of finishing triggering media xD
Sad to hear that you had to go through this…
Yeah even though it gets better, there is more can trigger you.
Maybe you can one day do it, but better not force it, worst case you don’t know it and let you give a summary of what will happen..
I have a long history with gaslighting and abuse and Chainlink Shackles is those parts of Murky personified
I don’t think I can stand even a couple chapters with him being front and center like this, not without more panic attacks.
Yea, that chapter was a particular hit after what could be considered as a more controlled situation
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I made it to Chapter 15. I was partway through it when something in it triggered me