I understand you, I too am a type of person who tries her best to get along with others and make friends, but instead of being grateful, others treat you like trash.  
The important thing is to remember that you are not alone, and even if you do not know about, there are other people who feel like you, but above all that it is not your fault but of others who behave like narcissistic and selfish people who believe they are better of you.  
You have to be proud of the good person you are because that’s what makes you special and definitely makes you better than people like that and I assure you that in a society without moral principles there is always a lot of need of people like you.  
You are not useless and you are certainly a better person than many others, so if there are people who suggest otherwise, those people do not deserve your respect, much less that you feel so bad for them.  
Believe me because I have been bullied and I have met people who I believed were my friends and I always did a lot of favors and sacrifices for them, even if they were never there when I was need of them and they said bad things about me when I wasn’t present.  
I suffered so much for this, at first I was also wondering if it was my fault and I felt guilty, but you know in the end I realized that everything I ever did was for them, and I had no reason to feel guilty and the real mistake I made was being a good friend with people who weren’t with me.  
The people who really love you, accept you for who you are and if you are surrounded by people who don’t, you have to ignore them and look for people who really do it without giving up despite the difficulties you may encounter because in the end it is worth it.

That’s because this fandom has two sides
 
The type that will mock you for any sort of weakness  
Or the caring kind.
 
You ran into the former.  
There is no in between.

@Background Pony #572B  
Alright.

@ThatLostV18E  
I really hope I could help you at least a little bit. Nobody deserves to fell that miserable.

@Background Pony #572B  
Alright…

@ThatLostV18E  
It’s bothering you enough, that you posted this image, right? And you’ve asked for help. There are hotlines for exactly these kinds of situations. Just call them. These people are there to help. Maybe this will make you feel better. Even just talking to someone on the phone can help.

@Ack_Attack  
?

Mood

@Background Pony #572B  
I…. don’t know.

@ThatLostV18E  
This sounds like it’s eating you up. You really should seek psychological help before it get’s worse.

@Background Pony #572B  
I don’t know. Probably I’m having a bad day again.

@ThatLostV18E  
And how are you feeling?

@Background Pony #572B  
I forgot. I was extremely damaged to remember.

@ThatLostV18E  
What did they do?

@Background Pony #572B  
Idk who.. but many people were disrespecting me.

@ThatLostV18E  
So what happend? You said you’ve been hated. By whom and why?

@Background Pony #572B  
Thanks…..

Really sorry to hear that. Here’s a huge from me.