Vent
“they say avoiding the future is inevitable, so it’s alright to ignore all the past scars and old pain like it was nothing ? Feelings are a thing that sometimes can get really annoying, perhaps being emotionless is the faster way to avoid issues ? Or perhaps being ignorant about everything, and act like nothing is a big deal will make things easier for everyone, no past problems, no issues, nothing to worry about.
So why always trying to bother no one is always bothering me so much;
Why the past scars only seem to hurt more and more when ignored;
Why that huge pain in my chest only gets bigger and bigger, but i somehow can’t cry it out;
Please make these nightmares go away.”