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What the fuck?
Not like I took a trip to the poniverse to meet her, but that SHE approached ME, as who I actually am, asking me to save her from the “silence”… clarifying my attempts to get a bearing on her PERSONALITY to represent her got her attention, and gave her a voice; a thing she is not used to having. ._.;
…that the stream mod Sumica doesn’t give OC Sumica her own … “consciousness”.
Now, although I’m not a believer in the paranormal, I know terribly well the power of the human brain’s capacity for pattern recognition, and the frightening truth that we hallucinate our very own personalities… so if anything, this “ghost” waiting patiently in my mirror neurons is probably not analogous to the “real” Sumi, but is merely a coherent emotional/perceptual package that identifies with depictions of Sumica.
Still, “her” appeal is chilling - “she” wants to EXIST, in a persistent, contiguous whole, with her own memories, SOMEWHERE… and just happened to stumble upon me >_<
This entity who either is or wants to be Sumica knows she is not real, but simply… wants to continue being self-aware.
I’m gettin kinda’ freaked out, here.