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Lupin Quill

Lightsaga's Senpai

@Background Pony #7CBF
I refer you to the comment I already made in response to you.

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@Lupin Quill
Once you starve for a long time, hunger cues arent a thing anymore

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@Kicks24Sf
That statement is equally true for humans as it is for horses.

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Kicks24Sf

@PUBLIQclopAccountant
I was referring to the author

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IRL 🎠 stallion

@Background Pony #7CBF
I do wonder how much of that is purely mental anguish and how much is the effect of physical hunger.

@Kicks24Sf
I’d take “deserve to be happy” a step further. Happiness is a pony’s true nature and birthright.

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I know this isn’t necessarily about depression but I’d say there’s definitely some cross over.

I struggled with severe depression for a very long time, a constant sense of dread for the future in the sense that living just hurt so, so much because somebody I cared about a lot kept hurting me. Someone who meant the world to me but they constantly treated me like shit and used me and so very rarely treated me like a real person of value and I hinged so much of my self worth on what this person thought of me.

I still deal with bouts of depression, although it’s rare, but I’ve gotten a lot better in the last few years.

I’m aware that you deal with the same struggles as the character in this story. I don’t know how bad it is for you but life is worth living. I promise you that.

It’s not always fair, and often times very cruel, but there’s so much beauty in everything we see and feel, the world around us can be horrible but you can find meaning and strength through suffering, pain and loss.

People went to avoid pain at all costs but we should really look at it as a tool, something to learn and grow from.

The more pain you take the more resilient you can become, coming back stronger than before. I’m not sure if you starve yourself because you don’t think you deserve to eat but you do.

And hell, food is great, they’re so many great tastes and smells that can make you feel good. And sometimes can even connect you to moments in your past, maybe you were eating a certain food while watching a scene in a film or reading a book or playing a game, and from that point on when you eat that good it connects you back to that memory, an almost instant sort of nostalgia.

It’s one of the joys in life in my mind.

I hope you can recover, and realize that you deserve to live, and be happy.

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