but flowers used to make me happy  
by Maslozerca
 
uhh, just ignore me, i’m being a big baby again. idk, i’m so sad lately. i dont even want to do things i enjoy, nothing is appealing anymore and i really don’t know why. i lost all of my motivation to do anything and bleehh i just want to lay in bed all day.
 
whoah and my crush started ignoring me for some reason. i shouldn’t like him anyway, i’m such a dumbass. i’m not gonna see him again after secondary school, since i’m thinking about international exchange to USA or UK (or whatever) and he’s going to music school. i’m just gonna be hurt and wowie im so silly
 
ugh