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How do I explain this???  
Sometimes I’m like a little more like maud, example:  
I realized when I’m in a public place alone, especially with those my age…I HATE EVERYTHING…everything becomes so boring and I want to go leave and become Elsa…  
But…  
When I’m with someone I feel comfortable with…I will talk and talk and talk and I will make sure they are happy, I will make people doubt my introversion once I get to know you. X3 I also want the world to be a better place, it’s just people are such a pain you know? :/  
I’ve confused my teachers so much. Everything my mom had to meet the teachers the teachers wouldn’t believe that they were teaching the same student, I acted so different in their classes.

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TundraArcticWolf
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
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Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Friendly Arctic Wolf
Excellent picture, darkest_lunar_flower.
 
I remember that whenever I am around females, I’m not very talkative, and I have a tendency to be very shy around females, and still am to this day. However, when I am around males, I always don’t seem to shy away from being very talkative to them.
Goddess Erosia

bow before me owo
It’s pretty normal honestly. Most people act very differently online than they do irl, but sometimes that’s also because internally we can be very different people sometimes, depending on the mood.
 
Some people act like complete Pinkie Pies all the time but in secret are deeply depressed, and vice versa some people hide their happiness because they’re shy but when they’re alone they explode like a lil bundle of joy. Still others really do just have really high highs and really low lows and your mood fluctuates a lot. It doesn’t have to actually be to the point of being bipolar or anything, it’s a lot more normal than most people realize. If you were actually bipolar or anything there would be no pattern, you’d be genuinely cheerful in one minute and then out of nowhere you’d get outrageously pissy the next.
 
The lone wolf vs being with someone you love/like/trust is clearly an emotional confidence kind of thing and I think everyone really changes who they are depending on their company. We’re social creatures, and when we’re alone we feel vulnerable, even if we don’t realize it in our subconscious. Introverts already are inclined to feel like they’re expending energy when around others while resting and gaining energy when alone, so if you’re put into an unfamiliar environment you’d naturally be more timid if you’re alone. But the same can also still be true for a very familiar environment - like your classrooms. If you’re not very very good friends with any of your classmates, it still doesn’t quite feel like “your environment”. You need emotional support, or a morale booster.
Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
@Darkest Lunar Flower  
My mood rapidly changes between annoyed and excited among people who I am emotionally close with, but I am rarely a joyful person. Sometimes, I will hope that they do not acknowledge me because I am not in the mood to talk with them, and at other times, I will be extremely hyper while I am focused on an idea to discuss with them.
 
I can go for periods of time when I just want people to leave me alone, and then they mention something that interests me, which completely flips my mood.
 
I am not normally very “happy-go-lucky” in real life though, so what you are talking about is not exactly what I deal with.
Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
This does not seem very unusual to me.
 
In my last year of high school, I preferred to sit by myself, I was very quiet, and conversations with me were normally awkward. However, after a few months, I became a lot more open to people in my classes, and I even had a few people comment that I was no longer the same quiet person. I would make jokes often, while previously, I would have kept quiet.
 
I got into a few “one-sided friendships” where the other person enjoyed my company, but I did not really enjoy theirs. I was in a situation once where I really did not like three people, but I talked to them because I did not want to push them away.
 
However, this does not mean that I do not like to help people. It makes me feel nice to know that I helped people feel better, but I have a low tolerance to others’ bossiness and carelessness, even if I am too nervous to show this.
 
I’m normally introverted, but I like to help people from a distance. This is why I like this website. I can make friends with people and help them without being forced into awkward situations.