Vent thread

@Zincy  
is that the case where the judge pitied him because he was too young (what we know is really, he was too rich for jail)?

@And Brother I Hurt People
 
Dealing with death is never easy, when you’re the next in line to basically take over in a family, despite the other partner still alive, you feel don’t feel the weight until it’s finally rained that that person that has been with you for well over 20 years is gone forever and there was nothing you could do except prepare mentally for when it happens, except it never works because once you have finally hammered in your head “He’s gone and he’ll never come back” you want to convince yourself there was something there could be done and then comes the grief from the impotence, sometimes even self blaming because you want to believe there could be something you could’ve done and you didn’t do it.
 
Don’t worry, this means he’s on his way to fully accepting that life changing fact and as long as he has someone by his side, he’ll be fine in the meantime, even if he sometimes does go back in that mood because missing someone isn’t something you can just stop. Family is good, but they aren’t enough sometimes due to the nature of the wound. Everything about them reminds you of that person.

@QuasarNova
 
I just sort of wish we could have had this revelation when I wasn’t…you know.
 
But better late than never, I guess. And that would just be selfish on my part.

@And Brother I Hurt People
 
If you ask me, that was the best moment if there was any… Also, too much information for my taste but guess the context was important and better be it when both of you were alone and not, in another unfortunate moment.

@QuasarNova  
TMI too.

@HighRollerHydra
 
I put NSFW for a reason.

@And Brother I Hurt People  
A spoiler would’ve been nice too. :/

Wow, this Walgreens I’m working at is amazing, and by that I mean amazingly bad. My coworkers seem like nice folk, but I cannot see myself working here for very long. Luckily there’s a gym nearby.

@QueenCold  
Isn’t that a pharmaceutical chain? Sorry, I’m from Canada.

I find it funny how normal I am with my lewd imagination, I should be ashamed and stuff but meh.

@SeraphimDawn  
Drug store, it does have a pharmacy.

Well, if anyone here remembers my younger brother’s situation, everyone involved still denies reality.
 
My mother is worried that if he comes back home for a visit, he’ll refuse to leave, since he has been in constant contact with his friends here, some of them even offering him a place to stay. I told my mother if she wanted him to stay im Miami so badly, suhe mighty as well not risk it by letting him visit at all.
 
She denies, despite forcing him to go in the first place, that it is about what she wants him to do. And then she told me she I didn’t need to have any answers or input on the problem because we’re just having a conversation. Despite that being the opposite of a conversation.

As usual, Background Pony is being an idiot. What a fucking surprise.

@HighRollerHydra  
What he is up to this time?

@YateWorldOrder  
The usual. More chicken jokes about poor Scootaloo.
 
I think he’s fat and in his 50s.

@HighRollerHydra  
Or maybe he is struck in 2011.

Fucking hell!  
As if Touhou video uploaders haven’t been through a lot over the years. YouTube is going retard on them again….

@YateWorldOrder  
Struck?

@HighRollerHydra  
It is an old joke after all.
 
@SeraphimDawn  
What now?

@YateWorldOrder  
People who upload Touhou music on YouTube are getting their asses terminated left and right again.

@SeraphimDawn  
Hmm. Copyright claim by the game’s owner?

@YateWorldOrder  
God knows who, what, whatever….

I remember when I got to pony in 2011 I wasn’t at all sensitive or thinking so much of ponies. Sure some gore I saw early on made me cry but I miss how carefree I was. I will try to stop being so worriesome and paranoid in  
2016.
 
On some levels I wish I never got so sensitive about how ponies are, why am I feeling anxiety when they are hurt.  
Brain, why are you doing this to me?

@YateWorldOrder  
Shows that you are still human.
 
Tell you a story, back then rabies vaccine wasn’t mandated by the local government yet. When dogs contract rabies they have to be put down. Street dogs and pets alike. To do this correctly you have to kill them and cut off their head and place in in a plastic wrapping if large dog and bury it deeper than the body. If it’s a puppy then the whole dog has to be wrapped in a plastic bag.  
Most often the owner call folks to do it for them. I was one when I was about 14.
 
I tell you this distance yourself from that as much as possible. You don’t want to get used to it.

@Albus Fahrenheits  
Yeah. In a way it’s good. But I want to regain my pony hype in 2016 and make friends and be a good member of the community.