Vent thread

@Xari  
I’m sorry to hear that. :(

@Xari  
My prayers go out to you, I’m very sorry.
 
Keep safe.

@ice1517  
@fobone
 
Thank you , right now we are doing well , i am worried about my mom because this was her big sister and they had a great relationship together since they were kids so i am worried for her a lot

@Xari  
2016 is the year that doesn’t make sense…

@SeraphimDawn  
Though it might be for different reasons, we can both agree on that.
 
2016 sucks.

First I was happy to be with my aunt today, but no, she’s coming to visit tomorrow. Nice but I was looking forward to eating out tonight. I am so fucking sick of eating soup.
 
Oh and then this balls to the wall BP makes the stupid fucking joke that “Her der Charsard cant fly”
 
BULL-FUCKING-SHIT. http://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charizard_(Pok_C3A9mon)#By_TM.2FHM
 
FROM POKEMON YELLOW ON IT COULD LEARN FLY. ENTIRE GENERATIONS OF GAMES WENT ON WITH IT BEING ABLE TO FUCKING FLY.
 
FOR FUCK SAKE, PLAY POKEMON X/Y PICK CHARMANDER, EVOLVE IT AND THEN TEACH IT HM 03. IT WILL FUCKING WORK.

Sorry about that yelling, That on incident on the pokemon thing was just the straw that broke the camel’s back.

Ugh! Bucking FedEx SmartPost! Delays my new motherboard for TWO DAYS!

Apparently some people find me intimidating at times (especially the opposite gender). It hurts my feelings. The first one to call me scary was my mother a few weeks before she died. I’m sorry for not always being cheerful and energetic to make you feel comfortable. I’m also sorry for sometimes staring into your eyes for slightly too long. It’s probably because I feel nothing inside at that moment. That includes shame.

@Gentlecolt  
I get told alot that I’m intimidating because I’m big.
 
I don’t see it.

Sometimes, I wonder if having me was the worst decision my parents ever made. Apparently, due to being born with colic, a bad right foot, and autism, I was quite an expense on them. And considering that most of their arguments–I’m not sure if the recent one where my mom hit my dad was about this–are about financial losses, I wonder if I was a big part of that.

My sympathies to all having a rough time today. I woke up from an effed up dream and felt weird, had to wake myself up with tea and thus I’m late here.

You’re all valuable people, and lucky for having the luxury to post here. Valuable because people care about you.

@Xari
 
Sorry I haven’t been more pleasant lately, my problems are nothing in comparison. If we weren’t a world apart I’d share my tea with you right now. <3

@ArkyNoid  
Well thank you
 
i mean right now , my mom has calm down and is stable
 
Our family in Sweden called us and said most likely it will be there , so our mom is most likely going to go there
 
I can’t due to my Injury at the moment

@Xari  
Get well.

Why is it that when a guy hits a woman, no matter what the case, he’s considered a misogynist monster, but when a woman hits a guy, everybody is like, “Yeah, you go, girl”?

@TheHappySpaceman  
Terms like ‘punching up’ and ‘double standards’ come to mind.

@PonyPon  
Wait, crap, I posted that last one without switching to anon? Damn.

@Background Pony #6C8C  
Well it would have been fine had you not said anything.
 
Now, I know that code is you.

@PonyPon  
Crap.

@TheHappySpaceman  
I call it what it is in both cases: assault.

^@Gentlecolt  
I often respond to people in a very straightforward manner and either a loud or monotone voice that scares them and makes them think that what I said was meant to offend them. For instance, if somebody asks me the same question three days in a row, on the third day, it will sound somewhat like this:  

I never intend to offend these people, but I often sound like I am snapping at people and taking out my anger on them while I talk to them. Oddly enough, though, when I am actually angry, I will talk less than normal and/or become passive to them as I brood. You can tell when I am angry by looking at the size of my pupils, how often I move, and for a blank expression on my face; I rarely show any other signs. I am silent, blank-faced, large-pupilled, and either nonmoving or walking in circles when I am furious.

^@Nightweaver20xx  
Yes; if you have anything to say, do not hesitate to post it to this thread. Read through this thread’s history, and what you see may shock you. Very few things have not been said in this thread.