@mariomarc
@Xari
Just the usual.
tired, physically and emotionally
Step-dads brothers booming music again so can’t really relax. Even though it’s 10 pm but the dude doesn’t get anything so he’s not gonna stop obviously.
Thinking on applying for a job. It sounds good but. Honestly probably just finally giving up and just going for it. Because I’m poor. Also the job I did like with me and my step-dad seems like it’s not gonna work out cuz the folks have kinda dicked us over. Never even call us.
Family stuff. Worried my family will move and leave me here as well. Well. With my grandparents.
Personal thoughts. being a failure. Just the usual everyday spill.
Still registering the fact I’m 19 going on 20 now and I still barely know what I’m even doing. Some people are out there doing some amazing shit. You know? I hope I can do something amazing eventually. Make people proud and shit.
Ugh it’s not like any of this actually matters anyway.