@Geljado
 
I can relate. I often had dreams of graveyards and lava lakes, there was also one fire swamp-like dream and it didn’t really feel like I could get away when in a dream like that (though I later found out I could just leave by waking up if I really wanted to.) My life got bad enough that even joining this fandom for the first year and few weeks didn’t stop it and I felt like I was far too on autopilot and my life was a movie I had no remote to control with.
 
As cliche’ as it sounds, I did start to feel a lot better once I voluntarily went to Church* the first time. Even so, I had difficulty entering the building until I figured “you can go back to your old life sitting around doing nothing or you can go in” and took the effort to enter. Living for myself and myself only isn’t the answer, it’s too small.
 
*Note that not all “Churches” are really for Christ, some can be downright next to terrorists but that’s another topic.

@mikaLtubeyou  
Ponies always need hugs.
 
@team blueplant  
Blood would also just break the scene and the theme that BS is desperate.
 
@BarryFromMars  
Still, something like a depression is a thing.  
You may have food and water. But you also have food and water in a prison for example.  
It is important in what social environment you’re living in.
 

 
Yeah a good start.. Starting since 2013.
 
 
And btw I would thoght that here would be any comments.. so thank you all for that^^

Count your blessings and smile; the sun’s in the sky, you have air and you probably have drink and food and can reach out for help. That’s a good start.

well, people can love someone that used red paint instead of blood for this kind of messages

D’aww, do you need a hug ?