@ice1517
Well it was just “bullying” but being touched inside my private zone for laughs at my reaction was certainly not nice. It was my fault for sure but I was like 14-16 I had no clue what I am supposed to react to the suddent change of people’s behaviour towards me. I either be totally alone and ignored or hang around the people who would make fun of me.
I really just wanted to belong and have friends, I to this day don’t understand their motivations.
But yeah that one sure had some effect on me. Especially with the nobody helps you out when they see you are in a big trouble.
lol
Yeah. I will do that. I can be thin skinned at certain subjects, I will try to focus on the positive.
If I even worry about the negative my anxiety will hurt me.
Yeah. I guess, but I will keep a safe distance just in case.