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@Starless
I’m sorry to hear you are not going through good times. You just need some motivation and find some new stuff that can pump up that good heart.
Stay strong. You’re a splendid artist to give up. ∩^ω^∩
It’s not that. I’m just too lazy to draw or write anything that requires any real effort, and it’s all just a waste of time for me. This isn’t something I can fix and art was never something I could do well, even if I did take time to learn (which I never did, not nearly enough). It never mattered if I took the time to practice and improve my art because I never knew how long I’d be here, constantly leaving and coming back.
There is one thing I still want to draw that I had wanted to do for years but never did because of how much work it would take. I don’t think it’s worth it, but I also want to get this out of my head and not keep it inside forever, because then I’ll get stressed about never finishing it. It’s not another self-shipping image. I have no reason to do any of those unless it’s for the fanfic if I ever wrote it.